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G 0 START 1 input 0->1 10 Ancient Reptilian Brain: Thoughts, baby. A million little lights in the dark. You're one fine instrument, brother -- all those faces and all those names, all that laughter and screaming and scheming around... Every corner and every street... 1->10 2 You: Spinning on empty. 53 Ancient Reptilian Brain: On and on it goes, for untold hours. At the disco where you first asked her to dance. Rising -- rising! -- above the dark curvature. The great wingspan of sleep, studded with stars. 2->53 3 You: Why? 44 Limbic System: Coz only love can break your heart... 3->44 4 You: Forget politics. I'll never sleep if I keep on like this. 43 Ancient Reptilian Brain: Are you sure? You could be closing the door on a brilliant and *special* future for yourself. 4->43 5 Ancient Reptilian Brain: No. You're spinning tapes at the discotheque. The great, unceasing disco of the mind. The flash! The bang! The endless *learning* experience. 5->2 23 You: Spinning in eternity. 5->23 6 Ancient Reptilian Brain: You'll go insane if you keep going like this. One more day and you'll be in the loonie bin. I just know you will. And for what, brother-man? 35 IsTHCPresent("communist") 6->35 7 Shivers: Do it for the wind. 34 Logic: Do it for the picture puzzle. Put it all together. Solve the world. One conversation at a time. 7->34 8 You: [Open your eyes.] 9 Ancient Reptilian Brain: Just another thoughtless vessel ploughing the grey seas of the everyday. 15 Jump to: [Limbic System: "Beep-beep-beep! The alarm is ringin..."] 9->15 40 Limbic System: Recorded in you. Forever. On ferrotape. 10->40 12 You: I can't give up. I have to keep going, for Revachol... [Pursue thought.] 14 Limbic System: There he goes again. He's a real political animal, our Harry. He still doesn't see that it's the world that's changing *him*... 12->14 13 You: We're making progress. Measured, steady progress... [Pursue thought.] 13->14 52 Ancient Reptilian Brain: He's got no idea what he's in for. 14->52 25 Limbic System: Beep-beep-beep! The alarm is ringing, Harry. The disco circus goes on and on! You barely slept three hours last night. 15->25 16 Ancient Reptilian Brain: You're the son of the World again. Harrister -- a ceaseless agent picking up litter and old newspapers, collecting your little bubble gum wrappers and idiotic picture post cards. Meaningless, meaningless keepsakes. 54 Limbic System: Reading your awful letters and *recalling* things, aren't you? The endless names of the world... An address book, you are. The map of a city. 16->54 17 You: I'm just looking out for my economic self-interest... [Pursue thought.] 17->14 18 IsTHCPresent("revacholian_nationhood") 19 IsTHCPresent("revacholian_nationhood") 18->19 20 !(IsTHCPresent("revacholian_nationhood")) 18->20 22 Endurance: For Revachol. Always and only Revachol. 19->22 57 Limbic System: Solving your little crossword puzzles? Doing your tasks, crossing names off your lists? Trying to become some sort of world-detector... It won't make it *okay*. It won't put smoke back in her mouth... 20->57 21 Empathy: For the greater good. 21->18 22->57 23->53 24 You: But what if I want to be the agent of nothing? 65 Ancient Reptilian Brain: It's too late. You're not *made* of nothing anymore, you're something now, Harry. I tried to drown you in the black water but you re-emerged. Kicking and screaming. Running. And for what? 24->65 66 Volition: You can do it. It's nothing. Do it for the city. Go. 25->66 26 Jump to: [lastdreamhub] 70 lastdreamhub 26->70 27 Ancient Reptilian Brain: It's the *world*, Harry-boy. And you're *made* of it. Every day you're out there you make more of yourself from it. I'm afraid you can't be *unmade* now. 28 Ancient Reptilian Brain: You can never forget this shit. 27->28 41 You: The colours. The voices. 28->41 47 You: The rain, the snow... I don't want to. It's beautiful. 28->47 48 You: The endless visions. Erase them. 28->48 29 IsTHCPresent("moralist") 30 IsTHCPresent("moralist") 29->30 31 !(IsTHCPresent("moralist")) 29->31 30->21 31->18 32 You: You're right. It's time to get political. 45 Ancient Reptilian Brain: I knew you couldn't resist. So now you're gonna change the world, but how? 32->45 33 Limbic System: It's not possible anymore. It's *stuck* on loop... Whirling, spitting out words and images. 33->16 34->8 36 IsTHCPresent("communist") 35->36 37 !(IsTHCPresent("communist")) 35->37 60 Rhetoric: For the working class. 36->60 61 IsTHCPresent("ultraliberal") 37->61 38 You: Yes, I'm sure. I am very boring and *apolitical* and sleepy. [Ignore thought.] 71 Limbic System: Did you hear that? He's renouncing politics. He's *strictly business* now. 38->71 39 Savoir Faire: For the money, baby. 39->29 40->2 40->23 55 You: Spinning, spinning... tell me, am I dreaming? 40->55 50 Limbic System: All *stuck* on loop... Whirling, spitting out words and images. 41->50 42 politihub 42->4 42->12 42->13 42->17 58 You: I'm building communism for all. This time we won't fail... [Pursue thought.] 42->58 43->32 43->38 51 You: Feel the pillow under your cheek. 44->51 64 Jump to: [politihub] 45->64 46 You: *What* is it? 46->27 49 Limbic System: Beautiful? It's *stuck* on loop... whirling, spitting out words and images. 47->49 48->33 49->16 50->16 51->25 52->26 56 Limbic System: Behold, there are *millions* of them down there. The first time. The last time. The smoke in her mouth, the potted flowers, the faces: turning, changing. 53->56 54->24 59 You: That's right. I *am* an agent of the world. 54->59 55->5 56->46 67 IsTHCPresent("communist")  or  IsTHCPresent("moralist")  or  IsTHCPresent("ultraliberal")  or  IsTHCPresent("revacholian_nationhood") 57->67 58->14 59->6 60->61 62 IsTHCPresent("ultraliberal") 61->62 63 !(IsTHCPresent("ultraliberal")) 61->63 62->39 63->29 64->42 65->35 66->7 68 IsTHCPresent("communist")  or  IsTHCPresent("moralist")  or  IsTHCPresent("ultraliberal")  or  IsTHCPresent("revacholian_nationhood") 67->68 69 !(IsTHCPresent("communist")  or  IsTHCPresent("moralist")  or  IsTHCPresent("ultraliberal")  or  IsTHCPresent("revacholian_nationhood")) 67->69 68->42 69->70 70->3 70->51 71->9